This is a true story and it might be happening… There was a girl by the name of R.She was transferred to a new school.It was a girls school . She didn’t know anyone from there.She was a shy and quiet person . The girls in her class were very excited to know her . But when they found out that she was a very very shy person, they gave up trying to know her.But a few girls didn’t.She thought that they will be very good friends.But they didn’t. At that time,there was a group of girls which R didn’t like, especially a girl named B. She hated B a lot… They had many arguments… Soon, the year passed. The next year, she found out that B was facing some problems. R wanted to talk to B but she was scared to.. She didn’t want B to think that she was interfering in her life. So she left it. One day, during the exams, a free day was given to the students to do their revisions, B’s friends didn’t come to school.. So, B and R was there.. Then B came and talked to R… R was glad and happy… Then they went to the mall near their school…While walking, B shared with R her problems.. R told her to be strong and not to give up…Eversince that day, R and B became the best of friends… No one can separate them.. They were very close… They cared abt each other a lot… Then, they completed their studies… Meanwhile, B was selected to undergo a national service training program for 3 months… They were sad to leave but it was only for 3 months…But during these 3 months, both of them changed… When B came back, she wanted to meet R badly. So did R. One day, both their boyfriends had a misunderstanding… B’s boyfriend whacked R’s boyfriend…B knew about it but she didn’t tell R as she didn’t want to R to feel angry But what she didn’t realize is that R had already knew about it and wanted B to tell her.But B didn’t… Due to that, they had an argument and were not talking for some time… Later, B messaged R and said sorry… They were friends again… R, at that time was having problems with her boyfriend turned to B for help… B helped her through.. R was hurt when she broke up with her bf… At that time, R didn’t know that someone was in love with her… Soon, she found out about that guy and went steady till today… After a few months, R and B had an argument again and have stopped talking to each other since then… Whenever R has a problem, she realizes that she has no one to share her problems with and relies on herself and turn to her bf for support… Thankfully, she’s got an understanding and loving guy as her bf…Deep inside her, she misses her best friend...
That girl R is me... I've got to let her be with the friends who needs her... Inside, i wish that we've never changed...But life's gotta move on... Even if its hard,i'll endure it... She's enjoying herself with her old friends and me, moving on finding new friends and have foud a few... They changed my life... But she has touched my life in certain ways like no other would have.. I feel things are better left this way... But whatever is it,i realise that i cant turn back,I've gotta to move on... Sometimes,I wonder whether she feels the emptiness that i feel... My life is now whole... I don't think that we can ever be friends again and i know its not happening... But,i'd like to thank her for the help that she offered me... Thank u my dearest friend no matter where you are....
( Names and events are changed for privacy purposes )
I was once lost in darkness, A wandering nomadic fool, Teetering on the edge of reason, About to plunge into the abyss, Then a light shone down, Lifted me out of darkness, Touched my soul with grace, And beat love into my heart, That was when I met you, My loving wife, For so long now you Have continued to save me, Day after day, You gave me the reason to be, To live and to feel love, To go on and find my dreams, As long as you were there, I just wanted to let you know, That I could never fully express How much I feel for you, When I love you Seems so simple, How can you put into words The power of desire I have for you, Pray to God, Channel the muse, And let my fingers type the words, My heart beats because of you, My soul is bright and alive, Because of you, And even when the trails of today Seem to distract me, My love is always devoted to you, It is eternal within my heart, Like a constant thunder in my soul.
I was once lost in darkness, A wandering nomadic fool, Teetering on the edge of reason, About to plunge into the abyss, Then a light shone down, Lifted me out of darkness, Touched my soul with grace, And beat love into my heart, That was when I met you, My loving wife, For so long now you Have continued to save me, Day after day, You gave me the reason to be, To live and to feel love, To go on and find my dreams, As long as you were there, I just wanted to let you know, That I could never fully express How much I feel for you, When I love you Seems so simple, How can you put into words The power of desire I have for you, Pray to God, Channel the muse, And let my fingers type the words, My heart beats because of you, My soul is bright and alive, Because of you, And even when the trails of today Seem to distract me, My love is always devoted to you, It is eternal within my heart, Like a constant thunder in my soul.
Last wednesday, after watching the movie Madagascar in Mid Valley with my bf, we went to Pet World. My bf was looking at the equipment for iguanas... I realised that he missed Mr Tommy badly....Mr Tommy went missing just a few days after he bought my hamsters.. He was so sad... I told him that he should buy another pet... He wanted to buy an iguana and a hamster... I said that he should buy a hamster for a change.... Then,we passed the cages where they kept the guinea pigs... that when he saw Rex...He said that he wanted that... I said ok because i know a few things about guinea pigs and hamster... He bought it... It was so Cute... I named it Rex and he loved both the name and the guinea pig... i've included pictures of it...
Have you ever seen such a beautiful night I could almost kiss the stars for shining so bright Then I see you smiling as I go oh, oh, oh I would never want to miss this Cause in my heart I know what this is
Hey now, hey now, This is what dreams are made of Hey now, hey now, This is what dreams are made of I’ve got somewhere I belong I’ve got somebody to love This is what dreams are made of
Have you ever wondered what life is about You could search the world and never figure it out
You don’t have to sail all the oceans no, no, no Happiness is no mystery It’s here and now It’s you and me, yea
Open your eyes
Shout to the sky Then I see you smiling as I go oh, oh, oh Yesterday my life was duller Now everything's techni-color
Hey now, hey now, This is what dreams are made of Hey now, hey now, This is what dreams are made of I’ve got somewhere I belong I’ve got somebody to love This is what dreams, dreams This is what dreams are made of Hey now, hey now Hey now
This is what dreams
hey now hey now This is what dreams are Dreams are made of
Yesterday,i went to melaka as my bf couldn't come out due to college holidays...when i reached the bus terminal,he was already there... He told me the weirdest thing...He asked me if i'd like to adopt some children... I said thats a good idea...Then,he said that they were waiting in his car, i was like ok,i'd love to meet them... At the same time,i was peeking into his car,but no sign of any children... So as i opened the door, i had the shock of my life, beside the driver's seat,there was a small box... It was filled with four baby hamsters...they were just so cute...I fell in love with them at that time... But i was scared to bring it home and keep it as my previous hamster died from wet tail disease... I had to take good care of them... Later,we both went to the pet store to get the equipments for them,i wanted to buy some supplements for them to boost their immune system and to prevent them fro catching the disease...But nevertheless,i was happy....
:twisted: this was how i looked when i came to my mum's office in the morning.... she had to start it with her usual nagging... I've no idea what to say abt her series of nagging which just spoils my mood.... and it all started with my so called great dad.... if he wasnt the cause,i dunt think me and my sis'd be getting all this unnecessary naggings and cursing....Just yesterday, she accused me of taking some of her old miserable full of debts credit cards... Just because i made mistakes, that doesn't mean that she has to insult, accuse or curse me... I dot think my bf's mother does this to my bf,i think she's better off, though... I aint comparing but i've given up hope on telling my mum to just cool it... She's just so desperate for my dad...He's left us and she still cares abt it...puh-lease,if i had a husband like that, i'll just say hell to him,why should i give a fuck abt my great dad who left us for a slut who's 22 years old??? She's too young for him.... I dont care much abt him and dunt even want to give a fuck abt him anymore... I just want to continue with my life- which is to finish my studies,get a good job, settled down, be a devoted wife and mother... I aint becoming like my mum who just love cursing and swearing... She wants to be a devout catholic, fine, go ahead but dont neglect us...and stop using words against people...that's not what God wants...If God can give me 2 wishes, i'd wish that i'd never had a father like my dad and wish that my mum is sane and to start behaving like an educated woman....
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.
i then woke up in the morning , picked up her cage and found her already dead. i touched her limp body. i was devastated . To people,it might just seem like a normal death of a hamster. But i felt it , the loss of the hamster. My bf told me to get a hold of myselg but i cant. I felt miserable. It just died and it's still young.... i know my bf is sad because he doesnt know what should he do in order to make me feel better. Since this morning,we've been having our mini fights abt this. I don't know what should i do... i'm trying to cheer myself up but whenever i read my bf's messages , i just feel like it's no use. I'm helpless. I just msged him asking if he needed me iin his life but he didn't reply my message... When i called him to ask him where is he, he just replied coldly "home"..See,i'm trying to get over it so that he'll be happy but when i hear the way he talk to me ,i just give up... I told him to bank in money into my friend's account... He said he'll do it tomorrow... I just said Fine( not angrily) and he got pissed off,i think... but whatever it is , i just want to make things work out well and i'm sure it will.....
when i came back home yesteday after a Jubilee Celebration held by the churches around Pj , i found my hamster slumped over her food container.... I thought that she died. I picked her up and she started moving.then a thought came into my mind... Isnt ot unusual that she was foud slumped over a food container? Something's definitely not right!!!! Imagine how i felt when i saw her limping instead... I never expected this... She was fine in the morning when i saw her....ok fine,i thought of bringing her to the vet the next day.... After 30 minutes,i came back to check on her, she was practically crawling. I picked her up and put her gently on the table. Her other leg too was paralysed.I was like " What the f***?" .How did it happen? I didnt want her to die... My bf just bought her. It's barely a week. I called him straight and told him... He told me to put more bedding for her and more food... I did it all but i was still worried...i mean she was so active for the few days and also in the morning...And now,she's like dying.... I just left her in the cage... She was making some weird noises... I think it sounded like hiccups. I assured myself that she would be fine in the morning. At the same time,i was sad because my bf had bought me this hamster out of his love..To me,the money didn't matter.. I wanted her safe.
i know you are going to be big enough in most probably a few months... well,i know one day i'll be living with the guy who bought u...so just a small future warning for a big guy like you,please stay away from me and the household members except ur mr sarawanan... plz,i kindly request this from you... adios...
you are so lucky coz i aint leaving with your owner. i just feel like using the fly swatter on you.... oh goodness,i just wish i can do that but i dont wanna be evil. anyway,in a few days time,i think i'll be buying something...i got to make the guy who bought you jealous of u,right? Even though,i'm scared of u,i think u deserve some pampering... wat do u think abt this,heh, my sarawanan?
the naughty and cuddly hamster which is bought 1 day ago by my sweetheart...i've been having sleepless nights since it came...it's annoying but i love it...going to get a male one soon... i wonder whats Mr Tommy doing? Oh and if you are wondering who is Mr Tommy,he's the green iguana that my guy bought so that he could scare me with it...
